Drifting somewhere in the vast

Quick Update

2007-09-08T23:22:01Z

I got myself a fanfiction.net account. Which means that I'm taking down the one fan-fiction piece I have posted here and moving it there. I will also have other fan-fiction stories I will write there, so check those out. I'll keep this journal to post my other literary pieces that are not fan-fiction related.

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Ambiguity

2007-06-07T01:05:30Z

Something I wrote today....

Ambiguity

What can this mean?

An aching heart,

A rapid beating heart,

A hollow heart

What can this mean?

Flood of tears,

Salty tears,

Stinging tears

What can this mean?

Neverending thoughts,

Confusing thoughts,

Painful thoughts,

About you

I’ve told myself that you don’t matter.

There will be someone else.

But I don’t want anyone else.

I want you.

But I can’t have you, can I?

You can never be mine,

And yet, I can’t help but want you.

What can this mean?

War of Angels

2007-06-03T04:54:15Z

This is a poem I wrote on May 3rd outside during a catastrophic thunderstorm! Ok, so it wasn't "catastrophic," but it was pretty severe. Just how I like it....

War of Angels

One Angel

One Entity

One, Lucifer

Bright and beautiful

And power hungry

Gain one, then two

An army of Angels

Conspiracy, envy

Hate

“Must take it!”

Heaven turns dark, it’s bright luster shadowed.

A strike, white hot, stabs here and there

While canon fire roars and shakes Paradise

Two sides combat

War of Angels

The Dark fights hard, but not enough.

Alpha Omega casts them down.

Tearing the sky, the Dark Prince falls.

The Fallen, the Forsaken, not far behind.

Tears rain down from the hole in the sky

As eternal darkness surrounds.

Deliverance

2007-04-09T22:24:13Z

This is another short piece I finished a couple of weeks ago on March 24. It's called "Deliverance."

Deliverance

She hit the floor hard, cutting her lip. She hardly had the time to feel the cold stone before she was picked up and thrown into the wall. His hands wrapped tight around her slender neck, cutting off her air. She was bleeding, bruised, weak. He cackled a hideous laugh. Feeling his hot breath scorch her skin, she went completely numb with pain. Her eyes began to close in surrender. He cackled once more.

A heated rage shook her body, reviving her senses, her nerves, her strength. Her eyes glowed with the fire burning inside of her. A sinister grin curled her lips. He went silent.

She kneed him in the gut with such force it knocked the air from him. Releasing her, he bent over to catch his breath.

She pulled him up and slammed her fist across his jaw. A thick spurt of hot blood splashed the floor as he sailed to the cold stone.

Composing herself with an eerie calm, she retrieved his gun from across the room where it had been thrown earlier.

She felt the cold metal between her fingers. Raising the gun just above his head, which still rested on the floor, he began to whimper for mercy. Tears streaked his face as he lost all concept of dignity.

“Please!...P-Please don’t kill me! I-I’ll do anything…Anything!”

“You know, if I shoot you in the head, you would probably die almost instantly. And we wouldn’t want that, now would we?”

“No. No…we don’t!”

“No. That’s too quick for you. You need to suffer the agony you have caused me these twelve years.” A new wave of tears flooded his eyes and spilled unchecked down his cheeks as he yelled in protest. She repositioned the gun above his abdomen.

“You need to die slowly…painfully.” She paused, recalling the past twelve years. “This is for everything you’ve done to me. Everything you’ve put me through…”

A power surge emanating from the very core of her body electrified her nerve endings as she squeezed the trigger. The shot echoed a thousand times as lead buried itself in his worthless gut.

She brought the gun, now burning with the rage she used to shoot it, to her lips. The smoke tickled her nose as the kissed the metal.

She threw her instrument of deliverance down next to his gurgling, writhing body, and it landed in a pool of his black blood.

She turned away, a smirk of satisfaction resting on her lips, and left through the open door, never to look back.

Makeover

2007-03-18T00:44:34Z

I've decided to dedicate this blog to my fiction. Poetry, short stories, fan fiction, etc. I don't usually have anything to blog about anyway because my life is too dull. So, I must post more interesting reads. Thus, fiction. Follow the cut to a new, short piece I finished last night.

Untitled (for now)

She waited silently for midnight. The soft breeze felt like silk gliding across her skin. Stars that glittered like diamonds speckled the clear black canvas above her. The silver moon hung full and bright and served as her only light.

Tonight was the night. Her entire body pulsed with excitement and fear. Her warm blood raced through her veins. She was finally going to join her love in the everlasting flight of the night.

She could feel his approach like the emanating waves of a fire. He emerged from the shadows behind her, and the corners of her mouth hooked into a smile as his arms encircled her, her back now pressed against his taut chest. His long, slender fingers stroked her chin and neck. A soft, irrepressible moan escaped her throat from the streaks of fire left behind by his fingertips.

“Are you sure this is what you want?” he asked in a low, sultry voice. A moment’s hesitation passed as quickly as it came before she answered:

“All I want is to be with you.” Her voice trembled slightly from her increasing adrenaline and fear of the unknown.

He pulled her hair back and gently brushed his lips on her skin where the base of her neck met the top of her shoulder. The heat of his touch seared her skin as he continued to kiss her.

She almost lost herself in shivering pleasure when she felt a prick on her skin from his teeth. He had not yet broken the skin. He was testing her, but she refused to show weakness by flinching. She gave a soft moan in response. He took this as a sign of consent and continued.

He bit down, quick and hard. The instantaneous pain quickly melted into a strange soothing sensation. She felt a release as her thick, warm life rushed out of her and passed his lips.

When he released her, it was too sudden. She staggered and nearly fainted from the loss of blood.

He kneeled to the ground, cradling her in his arms. He quickly cut his neck with his fingernail and drew her close to the open wound.

Her body warmed and tingled as his blood flowed passed her lips and across her tongue, rich and smooth like chocolate. This sweet nectar filled her veins and gave her unimaginable strength.

When she had had her fill, she pulled away. Her body began to wrench as her insides twisted in agony. Her body was dying.

He held her and gently wiped away the beads of cold sweat forming on her forehead. After two minutes of writhing, her body laid completely still.

Her eyes, now an icy transparent blue, flew open as she gasped her first breath of her new life. She raised her hand to feel her cheek, her skin now smooth and pale as porcelain. Her dull brown hair was now a shining dark chocolate color with a brilliant red tint.

He helped her to her feet and brushed a trickle of blood from her chin with his thumb before kissing her full on her luscious, crimson lips.

He pulled away sharply when she bit his lip with her newly acquired fangs…and aggressiveness. He grinned and she giggled as she licked away the blood from his lip.

“Welcome to my world, my love.”

“Our world.”

He wrapped his arm around her waist as they walked side by side, forever destined to bask in silver moonlight.

Untitled Poem

2006-07-07T00:52:29Z

Untitled

I awoke to find myself in a dark world
An icy world of pain
Where nothing but shadows lurk
And mysterious creatures I feign

There is no one here but me
And it shall always be this way
No one will come to find me
No matter how much I pray

I am forgotten, abandoned
No one shall miss me
I am unimportant, insignificant
No one will need me

But I have come to love this place
This place of endless solitude
For your world is filled with rude and angry people
And to my world, you shall never elude.

Trapped...

2006-06-17T04:00:17Z

Trapped Within These Prison Walls

I can feel it deep inside,
Trying to get out, not wanting to hide.
A wild, restless spirit calls.
It's trapped within these prison walls.

I want to listen, I want to release it,
But something stronger subdues it and keeps it
Trapped within these prison walls.

Years of goodness and kindness and propriety.
A need to escape today's society.
But it's trapped within these prison walls.

Will it ever see the dark of night or the light of day?
I wish it could, but no, it will stay
Trapped within these prison walls.

With the Moon

2006-05-25T16:33:49Z

I write. Sometimes poetry. Sometimes short stories. Here's a poem.

With the Moon

Dark room, dark hall.
No one is there, no one to call.
I thought you would be here
I thought you would come
But I'm all alone now
My heart goes numb
I can't hear it beating
When did it cease?
It's getting colder
Will my soul be at peace?
No more crying?
No more pain?
Flood of darkness
Whispers of rain
I can feel nothing
It's better this way
Eternal life I shall have,
And with the moon I shall stay.